lol,
i just had a facial todae.
how vain can i get? hahaha
from jonna's blog...
Quiz - http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.
You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.
indeed.
haha, yesterdae is randy's bdae
and we go celebrate it todae!
then todae after a slacking time at SMOPS, we
(shao, jerrrold, me, eric, ziran, bjorn, tzinwai, megafather, antisocial, edwin, boyi, weisheng, lijie, bochup, AND RANDY)
went marina square and celebrate bdae! :D
haha, then play zhong ji mi ma in jack's place is lame -.-
then we went arcade and play loh..
DRUM MANIA!! PARA PARA!! HOUSE OF THE DEAD!! TIME CRISIS!!
hahaha
then just played in there for quite long...
bocup and tzin damn lame lah... keep shouting "lijie" when playing house of the dead
LOL
ok, after that then take mrt home loh...
the following is the account of a interesting mrt ride:
parties involved: shao, jerrrrold and weekian
city hall mrt, weekian tell shao and jerrrold to take mrt down to marina bay before going up woodlands as we do not want to stand
at raffles place, jerrrold decided that we shld get down now and take the train to woodlands as there will be lesser ppl already. we got down and missed the train.
so we waited and more ppl came and we ride on the SAME train as the first one (the 1 going to marina bay)
ok then we got the seats, fine, hahaha
city hall mrt (again), we got up from our seats and give it to the needies.
in the end, we take the mrt to woodlands, STANDING
HAHAHA, BACK TO SQUARE ONE, WITH ZERO DISPLACEMENT... lol
haha, then on the way, we keep playing lame games and toking crap XP
power of the bear, LOL
in the end reach admiralty, all get down,
and shao took the mrt (again!)to bishan with his parents for dinner...
HAHAHAHA
ok, im bored, but im LAZY TO MUG...
physcis and geog die liao.. HAHA XD
haha, ok... a drama to introduce to ppl:
NODAME CANTABILE !!!!!!!!
IST A SUPER NICE AND FUNNY SHOW!!
and sakura is ultra cuteeee! :D
>.<
realise i have not been replying to tags for a long time..
and since its so long liao...
i would just thx everyone who leave a tag :D
THANKIYOU
haha, being very bored todae...
just came home from kap with jieyang and jerrrold...
jieyang seems quite stress up sia...
his blog thingy...
i would say that i would give my full support to jieyang, my good brother.
:D
haha, i shall go slack around and try to prac XD
ah sianz....
...
i feel guilty for not going for private lesson todae....
>.<
and i have stone infront of the com doing NOTHING for more than 3 hours....
>.<
那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
[rant]
ok, we got gold for syf.
and i din get through the moe-sco camp auditions.
my life is all abt co
and now, i think its almost over.
im not sad that we cannot get gwh, its just bu gan yuan
all the hard work put in.
a gold we get.
why do they have to create gold with honours in the first place?
i think getting a silver is better than getting a gold.
if we get a silver, at least our juniors will get motivated to work for a gold with honours.
but a gold... i hope they do not get too complacent.
ya, actually, gold is not that bad... but i can't accept the fact...
look at randy and huihua...
we have gone crazy todae....
ok, nxt point...
chenNOOB.
he is so... wth lah
seriously.
he said that we din get gwh is becoz we lack practices...
AND WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SAID THAT HE WAS CONFIDENT AND THERES NO NEED FOR ADDITIONAL PRACTICES?
ITS BECOZ HE IS FREAKING LAZY, DUN WANT TO COME BACK TO SCH TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR US
AND REFUSING TO GIVE THE KEY TO THE CHAIRMAN.
wtf.
with him around, there might not be maf or concert liao.
ok, nxt point.
the auditions.
the failure brought me to realise once again that im actually a useless person.
my erhu skills SUCKS.
my leadership skill SUCKS.
look at bentoh, he did nth, but he din mess anything up either.
look at me, the failure sl, who makes things worse.
seriously, i have done nth that is worth mentioning for xianyue...
i think the rest of my section thinks so too.
im just a freak that shouts and screams at them all day long
whose erhu skills sucks and have crazy mood swing
i guess no one is going to be the nxt sl after me.
i had set a bad example.
.
.
.
[/rant]
maybe all things are really inevitable.
and all things happen for a reason.
so, wats next?
less than 1 day left....
kind of nervous....
EVERYONE JIAYOU! :D
and congrats to ny for getting gwh! XD
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erps, im addicted to sweet things xP
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